The only joy in my day at the moment is listening to California Soul by Marlena Shaw or Hit Or Miss by Odetta. Bored of vidya. Bored of chatting to girls. Working out has become a chore. University assignments are a struggle. Life's dull to say the least.
My legs are fucked and I have to go to work tomorrow and do a bunch of physical labour.
I am enjoying nothing rn. :deeper-sadness:
times like this I thank fuck I don't work at amazon anymore
work 50 hours
hobble miserably on my days off
repeat
yup, and it gave me porn induced erectile dysfunction. I take viagra and I'm only 19. Doin my best to quit it lol.
Chat. Go out on a date. Tell the same jokes I always do. Fuck around. Move on. Repeat. Just feels formulaic at this point. Maybe it's time to start thinking about something more long term.
give it a shot
good to have experienced it before settling down imo
well what am I doin bucko
it's all practice
ye get the hang of it after enough attempts
Weed's pretty good to make most of the rest of that more interesting.
Got asthma lol
I like edibles but I just do LSD instead... and I've tried all those things on LSD
Tinkering with my bikes.
I'm kind of in a slump as far as actually doing anything goes currently and don't get to riding much apart from work and errands and stuff, but I do quite like tinkering with them currently.
Researching parts, replacing or fitting parts, more-than-usual maintenance and such. There's always some way to eek out a few more watts or otherwise improve a bike. Currently considering changing the chainring on my singlespeed because my RPM top out a bit below the speeds I'd like to go, ordered some fenders that'll need fitting and different brake pads because the current ones are a fair chunk less effective than I'd want them to be in the rain.
Also recently built up an old bike as a grocery getter and I'm still thinking of a better, more convenient way to secure a huge crate on the back that can also be taken off. It's a neat project because as far as I can see, there isn't really a guide for what I'm doing so I genuinely have to figure it out myself and not just buy parts and follow an instruction manual.
I read dungeon meshi, and that was really good. Idk, I'm kind of in the same position.
I'm enjoying the fact that I'm on Spring Break right now. It only lasts for a week, but I'll take any amount of break from school at this point.